Imperfection is Beauty ..

I Hate (poem inspired by him*)

I wrote this poem in a devistated state of mind .. I’m not emo just human

I hate your stupid laugh. I hate the way you make me feel. I hate that we are not together. I hate the memories we share. I hate no happy endings. I hate you closing up to me. I hate how everyone thought we’d last forever. I hate that you don’t love me the way that I love you. I hate how we broke up. I hate not having you round. I hate not being all you need. I hate you not callng me when you are down. I hate your fake “I’m sorries”. I hate how easily I fall for you. I hate you not holding me. I hate the scent of your calogne. I hate no conversations. I hate that sad “Goodbye”. I hate being told lies. I hate how you replaced me. I hate not being trusted. I hate not trusting you. I hate how you don’t need me anymore. I hate not being kissed by you. I hate that you are always on my mind. I hate how I’m the enemy. I hate how my family still asks for you. I hate how our hands matched perfectly together. I hate how much I need you. I hate that after all this time I’m still not over you. But most of all I hate the fact that I don’t hate you, I hate how much I love you.

..They say Ex’s can’t be friends and I’m slowly learning that this is true..